Raineeyyyyy

Random shit from the my mind..

I take pride in knowing I have quality friends & family. I don't waste my time being surrounded by demotivating muthafuckers. Every single person that I let into my life has a purpose & meaning. So if I skratch you out, that's because you left no mark. I can't say I trust anyone, cuz in this day and age the human race is just too fucking twisted. There's just no way of faking it with me. I know and feel when people are pretending - But I won't tell you. And that'll be the end before there's even a beginning.

1 Strike and you're out. 3 is just being too generous.

So don't try to run your game on me. You should know who's holding all the Aces...

I work hard, live hard & party hard! I like to pursue happiness wherever it leads. I also like to have deep, substantial conversations with people who can carry one. I like surround myself with real, good peoples. I keep it real with people who are real to me. I treat you how you treat me. We're all an intricate web of relations -- so if you break that chain -- what serves your purpose? Find your purpose in life, and you will be happy. I'm a very peaceful person... so please don't bring no drama near me... =)

FOR THE MOST PART.

I AM ME.

HATE IT.

OR

LOVE IT.

Be at Peace. Choose Love. Strive for Happiness.

Wed Dec 23
home

Talked to my sister’s doctor via Skype i know right. hehe. got really emotional with the things he said.Kapag may sakit ang isang tao may stages yan nandun yung first stage na ipapagamot mo..2nd yung nagpapagamot pero parang di gumagaling..3rd yung letting go.which means you are accepting whatever it is that might happend to the patient. i said of course we’re on number stage 1.

Me: Is her condition improving?why is she feeling symptoms of lupus? the one you texted me a month ago.

Doctor: that’s because her immune system is really down and working properly.i am quite amazed that she can still walk and do the normal things she usually do.

Me: Yeah doctor,but for how long is she going to exprience all of these pain?

Doctor: It depends. after her treatment let’s see.

Me: okay.

Doctor: please loraine,wag niyo ng pasamain loob ng ate mo. that’s bad for her. unwanted stress.

Me: don’t worry doctor. you can count me on this.

before leaving my Dad’s hometown i went to the Carmel Church right infront of the house we stayed in (Miracle Heights) dang! i didn’t know that you have to leave your slippers outside the blessed sacrament sorry sisters! it was oh so quiet and at that moment tears were falling down my face. and i cried hard.i don’t know why. i’m not a worrywart. i don’t sweat the small and big stuff unless it’s really really important. but i’m just thinking of my what will happen in the next coming days,months or years.i’m getting married and my sister will be left alone. during our reunion she was the only one singled out because we all have partners.i want her to join us when we go to the states next year.or whatever is best for her. to all the family peeps please continue praying.

wait for the updates.

email me at loraine_anne14@ymail.com

Raineeyyyyy

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