Raineeyyyyy

Random shit from the my mind..

I take pride in knowing I have quality friends & family. I don't waste my time being surrounded by demotivating muthafuckers. Every single person that I let into my life has a purpose & meaning. So if I skratch you out, that's because you left no mark. I can't say I trust anyone, cuz in this day and age the human race is just too fucking twisted. There's just no way of faking it with me. I know and feel when people are pretending - But I won't tell you. And that'll be the end before there's even a beginning.

1 Strike and you're out. 3 is just being too generous.

So don't try to run your game on me. You should know who's holding all the Aces...

I work hard, live hard & party hard! I like to pursue happiness wherever it leads. I also like to have deep, substantial conversations with people who can carry one. I like surround myself with real, good peoples. I keep it real with people who are real to me. I treat you how you treat me. We're all an intricate web of relations -- so if you break that chain -- what serves your purpose? Find your purpose in life, and you will be happy. I'm a very peaceful person... so please don't bring no drama near me... =)

FOR THE MOST PART.

I AM ME.

HATE IT.

OR

LOVE IT.

Be at Peace. Choose Love. Strive for Happiness.

Sun Apr 18
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So my sister moochie is having a blast at the happiest place on earth. this is her email to us this afternoon. i love you ate moochie! Ok, we will not worry na. please take care and call when you can.

Here’s her email

hello everybody.. NAMISS niyo na ba ako agad? hehehe. wala pa ngang isang araw lang ako nawala eh. i missss youuuu all. paki sabi kay maki sori ha kasi di ako nakapagpaalam sa kanya. matagal tagal pa ako mawawala. gusto ko lang mag enjoy di naman sa di ako nag eenjoy kasama kayo. mahal ko kayo. di ba nga sobrang happy natin nung isang araw. bonding,kwentuhan,tawanan at kainan. ok yun. ang ibig ko sabihin na nageenjoy ako ay yun bang wala akong iniisip na may lupus ako.. walang stress,walang problema. ngayon lang ulit ako nakaramdam ng ganitong kaginhawaan at kasiyahan. naisip ko dito pumunta kasi dito parang walang problema ang mga tao. masaya lahat. masaya kahit saan ka lumingon. naranasan ko ulit maging bata tumawa ng tumawa. kumain ng ice cream,cotton candy balls,kumanta ng It’s a small word after all.. at manood ng fireworks hay saya. may mga nakilala akong pinoys dito as usual akala nila koreana ako. ano ba yun! matandang mag asawa kasama yung anak nilang babae. sila yung kabonding ko dito. wala kaming pinaguusapang problema. puro masasaya lang.naramdaman ko ulit na masaya pala mabuhay.. na hindi importante kung anong kaya at hindi ko kayang ibigay ang importante nabubuhay ako.

Mamabear- sori po for not calling kagabi alam mo naman Ma,kuripot ako eh. nakigamit lang ako ng phone dito. kain ka on time ha at madami. naku ma,di puede yang diet diet mo. i love you ok lang ako pramis!:)

Pop- salamat po for saying you love me and proud ka na maging anak mo ako. babawi tayo Pop. paki sabi kay Josh wag naman siya umabsent sa work niya di ko po nakacontact si janice wala naman po kasi ako dalang phone. pinaharam lang ako ng kasama ko dito.

Len- wag ka magpupuyat ha..yung mga gamot mo wag mo kalimutan uminom on time.. wag mainit ang ulo kay tristan. nagamit ko yung mabuhay miles card mo hehehe. love you.. pag aralan mo ung mga recipes ko nasa 2nd drawer ko dun sa may right side. para pag balik ko pagluluto mo ako. tristan pag pasensyahan mo na si len sa tantrums niya ingat kayong dalawa :)

Kuya Ryan- *kuya yung ilong mo lumalaki butas* pag galit hahahaha! sori naman..alam mo namang kaya ko eh.. apiir!! tsaka ang lapit ko lang sa inyo mas malayo pa yata papuntang batangas.. don’t worry ok lang ako..di naman ako nagpapainit ng todo todo. tsaka mababait kasama ko altho di ko sinabing may sakit akong malubha etc.. ay ano ba yan sabi ko walang nega eh so yun nga relaxed naman ako.. kumain ulit ako ng oysters kuya hahahaha.. 3 pcs lang tapos parang naumay ako. kuya wag mainit ang ulo mo ha cge ka dadami wrinkles mo sa noo.. wag gabi uuwi palagi.. lagot ka sakn pg nagsumbong si ate arlyn.. hi maki,enzo and ate arlyn miss ko kayo maki sori na po ha wag na ikaw tampo sa akin. love you..

Tito Mon- bawal ang high blood.. uminom ng charantia para sa diabetes :) hahahaha! ok lang po ako at wag na po kayong umiyak tito mon dahil katulad nga ng sinabi ko ay masaya ako ngayon. dapat pala matagal ko ng ginawa ito. hehehe..

Ize and Lara- ambot sa EMO!! hahahahaha.. love you both. huy,wag na kayong iiyak ha.. pramis ok lang ako.. minsan mas ok talagang mag isa ka muna eh. listen don’t speak.. mga ganun ba.. nakatulog ako ng 9 hours…. akalain niyo yon eh pag nandiyan ako maswerte ng makatulog ako ng 3 oras hehehe.. pinalaya ko na yung sarili ko from burdens and pain… tapos na… this time mag eenjoy naman ako.

sa mga cousins ko wag niyong guluhin ang kwarto ko!!! napaka ayos niyan hehehehe.. sorry naka password kasi laptop ko di pde gamitin ;P behave ha! at kahit ano pang gawin niyong reset ay di niyo mahuhulaan ang password ko yung laptop na lang ni len ang gamitin niyo.

sa mga relatives na nandiyan from cebu and baguio naku pasensya na po kayo wala ako diyan ngayon di ko po alam kung kelan ako babalik eh. pero bago po mag may 15 for sure nandiyan na ako. kailangan ko po ng suporta niyo at pagmamahal sa biggest fight of my life.. di ko na nga po hawak yun kung tutusin si God na yung may last say. pero ako lalaban po ako sa abot ng makakaya ko. ayaw ko po sayangin ang buhay ko mabuhay sa lungkot,pighati,sakit at puro iyakan na lang. gusto ko naman maramdaman na importante ako at minamahal despite my condition and imperfections… naks gumaganun ako hehehe..dear ate charo tawagin niyo na lang po ako sa pangalang moochie…. hahahahaha!!!! nagpapatawa lang po ako.. at sa lahat ng nagaalala para sa akin at nagmamahal sa akin maraming salamat sa inyo.. salamat sa dasal at pang unawa. naku ayaw ko na maging madrama pa at may date pa kami nila mickey mouse hehehehe.. i love you all. please don’t cry and don’t worry.. tuloy lang ang buhay….. God is good all the time and all the time God is good…. naramamdaman ko talaga how God loves me.. lalo na ngayon.. ramdam na ramdam ko ang presence niya sa buhay ko.. sabi ko di ba sana’y na akong mag isa. di pala yun sa nasasanay ka.. siguro masaya lang ako in his love.. na minsan nakakalimutan ko na siya yung superior,omnipotent and powerful.. please continue to pray for me.. i love you all… tuloy lang buhay di dapat ito tumigil… :) hanggang nabubuhay tayo may pag asa. may liwanag at ginhawa. God loves all of us.

love and kisses
moochie <3<3

Sun Jan 3
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2nd cake for 2010. and counting :) she will be undergoing radioactive iodine treatment this week. please pray for her.

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Sun Dec 27
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For you dear angel moochie..we love you. we are here for you.

Dream what you want to dream
Go where you want to go
Be what you want to be
Because you have one life to live
And one chance to do all things you want to do.

Don’t let your Lupus stops you
Don’t let your Lupus hurts you
You have to start on
You have to move on
You have to go on
You have to believe on.

Don’t let flares worsen you
Don’t let pains and sufferings stop you
You have to think
You have to understand
You have to stand now
You have to do it now.

Everything will change
But there is one thing will never change
“You Have a Lupus”
And you will not let this Lupus change who you are
You still have a life to live
And you still have a dream to reach…

God is with you, and He will never
Leave nor fail you
He loves you so much
That’s why He keeps watching you
He cares for you, He trust on you
He believes in you, because
He has faith in you.

That’s why He wants you to move on
That’s why He wants you to go on
You are God’s naughty butterfly and
He wants you to spread your wings and fly
Believing you will reach your goal
And bring Hope and Smile as you fly

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When i found out my sister has LUPUS. i could not stop asking God why HER? why such a beautiful and kind person as she is? i still have questions now. Maybe i don’t know God that much that’s why my faith is weak.i have another bout of crying later before i sleep (i don’t know if i can sleep).it’s hard. it’s really hard.i was optimistic that she’ll be well as soon as possible but what about that news that made us all broke down.

God why?

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Sad Christmas

Kristine Marie,she’s my sister.People look up to her.She’s smart,compassionate and she has consistently been a pride of our family. she leads a pleasant life. However her life changed in August 2009 when she woke up and noticed nosebleeding.
They run some blood tests.The day my sister got the results i cried for her.The blood picture was abnormally low.She tried to be strong. her doctor referred us to the hematologist to review the blood samples.It was November the doctor advised immediate blood transfusion and suspected leukemia.Family has been grealty affected. She had undergone a lot of blood transfusions including bone marrow test. after a month of in and out of the hospital. we brought her home. i can see her severe body pains and i try to help her by giving her a massage.

Lupus Warning

Last november 8 one of my sister’s friends dii passed due to Lupus. some of my sister’s friends was asking about her condition.and they told me “oh my God,she might have LUPUS.” i didn’t mind them because my sister is normal.she’s doing her normal activities everyday.she can drive her car,she can cook,she can do errands and stuff.i noticed that she always complain about too much sun exposure. she wasnt able to attend the race for life-a charity event at her church. due to dizzines and fatigue.i was researching about Lupus already.because she would tell me what if i have Lupus na pala? all of the symptoms that she felt we thought it was because of her HYPERTHYROID.but we were wrong.

December 25 Christmas day we brought her to the hospital for a follow up check up.my sister’s diagnosis has been reconsidered and the doctors told her she has LUPUS.i had not heard of lupus before. and i was anxious because i did not know what to expect and what will bring to my sister. a month ago she was diagnosed to have HYPERTHYROIDISM which also made her so weak.she lost weight fast.

I am hoping I could see my sister’s old self: smiling, laughing, playing with her smart kids. I am praying that she could hang on and continue to fight this illness. Frustration and loneliness creep in as we see her deteriorating each day. But we will keep the faith that one day she will be better and will be smiling again.

Lupus, as they say, is a life-long disease, but yes. I believe that there is life after Lupus. Lupus may be a life-long battle but my sister is ready to face it because she is armed and protected by the love of her family, strength from God and the courage within herself. She is ready to take this battle against Lupus again and again because I know She is ready to fight, survive and win given that courage is having the fear of it but sill doing something about it.

Thu Dec 24
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Sana ngayong pasko ay kapiling namin kayo… Missing our families in Chicago, L.A. and Vegas! Maligayang Pasko dear family! :)

Christmas Eve

-Traditional Christmas Dinner of the Family first time in 4 years we are complete.

- For a change we had a “white elephant” exchange gift theme. and boy it was so much fun.

-First i cooked dinner with the family.

-Prayed for our dear sister kristine……. and gave her our individual gifts… :’(

- Played Wii girls vs boys (the boys won) :))

- Tristan’s family (my fiance) arrived midnight.

-we are accepting whatever God’s plan for my sister. i noticed my faith is not that strong.last night i got really emotional.christmas is a time of reconciliation.of being at peace with yourself and your loved ones. christmas is love and understanding. to YOU: i will never forget what YOU did. and it’s christmas.i will never forget.never.

Merry Christmas Everyone :) This morning we opened our gifts under our Christmas Tree. Kids were very happy and the grown ups as well. Hahaha! thanks Mom and Pop for the “gift”. and to my loving partner,bestfriend,lover,brother LOL! Tristan i love you! i’m excited for the big day….. i remember our first christmas together was we were in the 6th grade.i’m turning 24 next year. wow how time flies :) i love you to bits!

i love my family :) Papa Vic,Mom Josie,Daddy Ed,Kuya Ryan,Ate Arlyn,Maki,Enzo,Ate Moochie,Josh,Janice,Pete,Kuya LA,Kuya Marvin,tristan,katrina and lucas,all the peace fam <3.

xx Merry Christmas Enjoy the day folks!

Wed Dec 23
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Here in the philippines. it’s different. just don’t want to comment on that one.

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Talked to my sister’s doctor via Skype i know right. hehe. got really emotional with the things he said.Kapag may sakit ang isang tao may stages yan nandun yung first stage na ipapagamot mo..2nd yung nagpapagamot pero parang di gumagaling..3rd yung letting go.which means you are accepting whatever it is that might happend to the patient. i said of course we’re on number stage 1.

Me: Is her condition improving?why is she feeling symptoms of lupus? the one you texted me a month ago.

Doctor: that’s because her immune system is really down and working properly.i am quite amazed that she can still walk and do the normal things she usually do.

Me: Yeah doctor,but for how long is she going to exprience all of these pain?

Doctor: It depends. after her treatment let’s see.

Me: okay.

Doctor: please loraine,wag niyo ng pasamain loob ng ate mo. that’s bad for her. unwanted stress.

Me: don’t worry doctor. you can count me on this.

before leaving my Dad’s hometown i went to the Carmel Church right infront of the house we stayed in (Miracle Heights) dang! i didn’t know that you have to leave your slippers outside the blessed sacrament sorry sisters! it was oh so quiet and at that moment tears were falling down my face. and i cried hard.i don’t know why. i’m not a worrywart. i don’t sweat the small and big stuff unless it’s really really important. but i’m just thinking of my what will happen in the next coming days,months or years.i’m getting married and my sister will be left alone. during our reunion she was the only one singled out because we all have partners.i want her to join us when we go to the states next year.or whatever is best for her. to all the family peeps please continue praying.

wait for the updates.

email me at loraine_anne14@ymail.com